but I don't care so much anymore.

"You can't walk back in.

Not now, not after I worked so hard to forget you."

"Dear You,

I miss you. I miss how you cared for me,

how you always make my day,

how you used to cheer me up and how you make me feel that

you love me.

I miss everything that used to be..

What happened ??

Love, Me"

"The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special,

then suddenly leaves you hanging 

and you have to act like you don't care at all."

"I wish I could put all my thoughts in a jar.

I think too much. Thinking too much causes me to over think and analyze things I don't want to deal with.

It gets too much for me to handle and I panic.

I shut myself down and go to war with myself.

I'm tired. I'm sick of being tired.

I don't like who I am, but I have to live with it.

I don't know what I'm doing.

I'm sick of feeling sad. 

Sick of wanting things and people I can't have. 

I want to be at peace with myself for once.

To be happy and think about things 

that don't send me over the edge."

"Sometimes you just get tired of everything.

Sometimes you just don't want to be here anymore.

Sometimes you feel alone and left out an let down.

Sometimes you just want it all to go away."

"I wonder if he stays up until 2 a.m. thinking about me.

I wonder if when he hears a certain song he thinks about me.

I wonder if he thinks about things to say to me every morning.

I wonder if when he sees me he thinks 'Wow, she's beautiful'.

I wonder if he thinks about me before he goes to sleep.

I wonder if song lyrics remind him of me.

I wonder if he looks at me when I'm not looking at him..

...probably not."