One day your life is going to flash before your eyes.. make it worth watching.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

what's stopping you

"Can I stay a little longer?
I'm so happy here."

"Tell me I'm good enough
Tell me I'm fine
Tell me you're okay with me
Tell me you're mine."

"Just because it didn't last forever
doesn't mean it wasn't worth it."

"Everyone says that they are lost.
I am not lost. I know exactly where I am.
I just hate it here."

"I want someone to actually see me.
I want someone to blow past my defense and say,
"I see you for you and you can't fool me."
I want someone to refuse to accept "I'm fine" 
as an answer to how I am.
I want someone to actually take an interest in me.
And at the same time that is exactly what I fear the most."

"The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke.
The girl who always laughed, cried.
The girl that never stopped trying, 
finally gave up.
She dropped her fake smile as a tear rolled down her cheek,
and she whispered to herself, 
I can't take this anymore."

"There are things we don't want to happen 
but have to accept,
things we don't want to know 
but have to learn 
and people we can't live without 
but have to let go."

"One day you are going to miss me chasing you,
you're going to miss my annoyingness
you're going to miss how much I cared about you.
You're going to miss me."

"Before I pass on,
I want to make someone happy.
Not just smile,
but legit happy.
Be the one person who makes their life complete."

"There it goes again.
That heavy feeling in your chest 
when you don't feel any desire to speak or move.
All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep,
because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting.
You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling,
but no matter how hard you try 
you can't seem to connect to anyone."

"You know I need you,
just like you need me."

Sunday, June 19, 2011

I know I'm not good enough.

"Sometimes, the girl who's always been there 
for everyone else
needs someone to be there 
for her."

"We're all addicted to something
that takes away the pain."

"Time doesn't heal anything, 
it just teaches us how to live with the pain."

"You know what I hate?
Waiting.Waiting sucks. 
I hate waiting for anything.
Waiting for a TV show, 
waiting for a text back,
waiting for school to end, 
waiting for anything.
But the worst thing to wait for is you.
I hate waiting for you to talk to me,
I hate waiting for you to tell me your true feelings.
I hate waiting, but I do it for you.
Why? Because you're worth it."

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